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YAY! john terry has begun training! less than 24 hours after surgery! woah. i hope he's able to recover fast.

pixpixpix!!!



he looks pretty fine doesn't he? yay jt!

ah, another day slacking at home... no bs today. don't think i'm gonna go out... my bro's out at badminton at acsi... last training.. EVER. he got into barker.. alot of people i know got into barker.. right now, i'm chatting with nicola... talking about fatness.

nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
but if i go to kenya the men will think i;m very pretty cos over there the fatter u are the prettier u are
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
i know
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
hahah
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
damn funny la
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
then all the ladies all got big stomach and saggy boobs
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
hahah
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
i see on discovery
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
that's why the people complain about the air hostess on air kenya
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
hahaha
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
maori women also like that
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
if amelia goes there they will think she's very ugly
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
hahaha
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
cos she too skinny
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
ya
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
they want fat well endowed ppl like u
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
maybe they think that fat women can have babies
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
child bearing hips
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
heh
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
they have ALOT of babies
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
ya
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
ya
nicola_ho_1993@hotmail.com says:
so if mrs tang goes there everyone want to marry her
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
hahah
chelsea. flamestodust`` says:
so bad

therefore, we can tell that nicola ho understands kenya people and maori people very well. why is that so ar? hmm... she seems to know what kenyan men very well... hahaha. maybe she's after one? oooo. nibubu...

i've got a new found love for u2 songs.
i know i'm slow la.

WHEE...
EIGHTEEN DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!
18 DAYS*

everyone's like having probs with the internet.. while i don't seem to have any. hahahahah. lucky me!

ok a SHORT update. monday, went to church in the evening for bs, followed by yz band prac then my mom's band prac. tuesday, went out with some yz people to town to watch cinderella and walk around. it was raining like shit! so annoying. walking in the rain was fun though. haha. yesterday, went out with amelia to watch the holiday. met victoria there. went to heeren after that to cut my hair.. met my mom. MY FRINGE IS SHORT NOW! hahaha. i like it. it's china doll-ish. it makes me look like when i was little. hahahah. going to victoria theatre later. clown musical gala night thing. ok. gotta go! byebye(:

Anorexia
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be skinnier.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 1

ADHD (attention deficit/hyperactivity
disorder)
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
[x] you think very random thoughts that
have nothing to do with what you are doing.
TOTAL: 3

Bipolar Disorder
[x] you can act wild at times then the
next you are severely depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you abuse alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
TOTAL: 5

Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't
feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you eat fast.
[ ] you have overly excercised to where
you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you say you are fat
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 3

Conduct Disorder
[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[x] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could
cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat,
etc.)
[x] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have run away from home before.
TOTAL: 6

Depression
[x] you are always sad.
[ ] you always are crying.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you no longer find excitement over
the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the
house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is
always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have
physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have run away from home before.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
TOTAL: 3

OCD (obsession compulsive disorder)
[ ] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or
thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until
it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain
order.
[ ] you are afraid you will get a std,
aids, or any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over
again. (ex: checking door repeatly)
TOTAL: 2

PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder)
[x] you repeatly have flashbacks of
horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you have dreams of horrible
moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will
happen again.
[x]you feel highly uncomfortable when
remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things
you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at a early age
or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.
TOTAL: 8

Schizophrenia
[x] you often have hallucinations
(seeing things or hearing things that
aren't there).(does thinking my phone rang but didn't actually count?)
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or
thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality
and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring
or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or
fearfullness.
[ ] you have diffaculty with
relationships with family, friends, and
opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygeine
like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x]you often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 5

wow... i'm 2 ticks away from having PTSD! woah!

HAHA. i got my phone back. my dad said i'd have to give him 80 bucks... i gave him 100 and he didn't return me the balance... ah well.. heck la. i'm happy to have my phone back. its like oxygen to me! anyway, melissa's gone. AGAIN. sigh. coming back on thurs i think. AMELIA'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! YAY! i love that girl! heh. match tonight. OH NO. i gotta do my bs work... haven't done it.. oops. laughed alot in church today. HAHA. thanks jac for passing the laughing bug to me ever since camp.. heh. ahahah. i'm hungry. (:


yeah. ok. you're busy. fine.

you're probably not gonna read this, but i'm still gonna say it here. i didn't do anything. So don't come accuse me okay. if you don't want to ever talk to me then fine. but i didn't do anything and not talking to me would be the stupidest thing you could possibly do. i really wanna clear things up, but the fact that my phone's gonnabe confiscated isn't helping much. so.. i don't know what to do la ok. let me know when you decide to stop acting pissed at me ok? cos i'm not the one who's reluctant to talk to you. just to let you know, i'm not pissed. so yeah.

HELOO EVERYONE! I AM BACK! yay! i got presents for everyone!!.. well, maybe not everyone la.. but for alot of people la... ANYWAY, it was fun man! i shopped like shit! i'm actually still at the airport... haha... so.. i think i'll post everything else when get home cos i don't want this stupid window to close while im posting... i've got alot to say! haha.. ok.

later(:

helloooo! i am at the airport now! i'm gonna leave for bangkok soon! i'm gonna miss everyone): you all can still sms me if you want okay? but i dont think i'll reply though... HERE I COME BANGKOK! yay! one week of pure shopping!

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gorgeous Assassin. Where You Lived: Germany. How You Died: Suicide.

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Tâmira Torres

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

You Are Most Like Scarlett Johansson

“One of the best things for a woman to hear is that she is sexy.”

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 67% Flirt

You Are a Super Flirt!

You have almost every guy under your spell, and you totally work a room You can charm almost anyone you desire - including your friends men Sometimes your flirty ways arouse jealousy from others, but it's all in fun You secertly crave another super flirt who will put you to the test

[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten ISS.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.(does eating other stuff count?)
TOTAL: 1

[ ] Gotten late to a class more than
10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects in
late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like
it.
[x] Skipped class at least 3 times.(does hiding in the toilet count?)
TOTAL:3

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you
out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[X] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[X] Laughed at the teacher.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace ; xanga ; etc on
the computer in the library.
[x] Took pictures during class.
[ ] Called someone during class.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3
during class.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without
permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[X] Ate food during class...
TOTAL:2

[ ] Gotten a call home
[ ] Coudn't go on a field trip cause
you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Used passes from other days/or
made fake pass
TOTAL: 1

add up your score and multiply it by
4. repost your answer with "56__% bad
student

1. who's the last person in ur inbox?
which inbox?

2. sport you did
is shopping counted?:p

3. last dvd
can't remember(:

4.what do people first notice when they
meet you?
how i look?

5. do you like peanut-butter? `
sometimes..

6. do you read comics?
used to...

7. how pretty/handsome is your crush? `
don't have a crush.. if i did... he would be DAMN HOT! maybe not to everyone, but to me good enough already...

8. do you like earthquakes? `
NO? duh. i've never experienced it before though.


9. worst nightmare?
i dreamt a few nights ago that i went online and forgot to off my comp. then my dad was reading my chatlogs and some idiot asked me to be his gf. THAT'S A NIGHTMARE OKAY!

10. favorite coffee place?
starbucks

11. wanna be happy?
yeah!

12. your current school
sc

13. most people would describe me as: `
3 letters: H- O- T!
haha.. nah.. alot of people think i'm bimbo.. I'M NOT OKAY!

14. one thing you hate about yourself:
i think i'm fat.


15. vegetable/s you hate?
celery. HAHA


16. do you like to go out on shopping trips?
YES!(: who doesn't?


17. favorite person in the world?
can i say me?

18. can you act?
not really. depends what you mean by act la. if you mean acting as in acting in plays and all.. then no. but if you mean acting for crap reasons or other shit.. then i can sure act.

19. favorite past-time?
sleeping. ha

20. are you happy?
now? yes. i'm going to bangkok tomorrow! YAY!

21. what is the worst rumor you've
heard?
i've heard too many to remember

22. what time is it now?
3.29

23. first thing you do when you wake
up? `check my phone.


24. going out later?
don't think so

25. what annoys you?
everything.(:

How are you feeling today?
# meet my maker-good charlotte
woah... i'm not feeling suicidal okay!


Will you get far in life?
# Can't Catch Tomorrow (Good Shoes Won't Save You This Time)-lostprophets
uh.. i'm thinking no?


How do your friends see you?
# stab my back-the all american rejects
EH! i'm not a backstabber!

Will you get married?
# torn-Natalie Imbruglia
um. will i?

What is your best friend's theme song?
# away-breaking benjamin
well, it applies... since amelia' s always away... (:

What is the story of your life?
# thank you for the venom-mcr
thank you for the venom whoever gave it to me...:/

What was primary school like?
# my redeemer lives-various artists
MY REDEEMER LIVES MAN!:p

How can you get ahead in life?
#air dry- teddy geiger
have very dry air? AHA

What is the best thing about your friends?
# i think we're alone now-the click five
don't think sick man. i'm straight.

What is in stall for this weekend?
# I Can't Take My Eyes Off of You-(from the hsm soundtrack)
wonder which thai guy/tourist i won't be able to take my eyes off in bangkok.. lol.

What song describes you?
# adam's song-blink182
i'm not adam.

Okay maybe to describe your grandparents?
# the kill-30 seconds to mars
ookay... none of my grandparents have died.. or have killed anyone..

How is your life going?
# who knew-pink
who knows?

How does the world see you?
# behind these hazel eyes-kelly clarkson
they see beyond my not so hazel eyes?

Will you have a happy life?
# happy together-simple plan
i'm guessing yes:D

What does your friend really think of you?
# far away-nickelback
i am far away from amelia...
Do people secretly lust after you?
# made me glad-various artists
i think this means no? i don't know

How can i make myself happy?
# jump-simple plan
by jumping(:

What should you do with your life?
#over-lindsay lohan
NOOO... i am NOT gonna end it. my life is NOT over.

Will you ever have children?
# welcome to the black parade-mcr
yes& i'd take them to a black parade i guess?

What is my theme song while I walk down the street?
# life is wonderful-jason mraz
life IS wonderful.. that's why my life is not over though stated above.

What song plays while I sleep?
# angel to you(devil to me)-the click five
uhh? how do i explain this? what? i seem like an angel to some but a devil to others WHEN I SLEEP?!

What song plays when a cute boy/girl sees me?
# because of you- kelly clarkson
because of me(: lawl

What is my amazing dance song?
# girls and boys-good charlotte
i'd rather jump to this and make myself happy(:

How do I relax?
# hung up-madonna
i hang myself. hurhur

went out yesterday with nicola and co. some celebration for nicola's birthday la... went to sushi tei at taka for lunch... heard the bill added up to $130+. well, nicola had $400 with her what... so... ANYWAY, the idiot booked the bloody movie at 130 at great world. what the shit la. we were still eating at one la. and we had to rush to cab there! luckily, we managed to reach in time. we weren't even late. haha. we went to watch deck the halls... and the idiot chose the bloody seats so far front! its not like anyone was seating behind us like that. walao. after the movie, we went to timezone to play. haha. i know la.. we look super guniang and all.. but we looked siao when we were playing la! hahah. funnay. then, there was this pervert stalker person thing! so freaky la... he was following us everywhere.. and staring at us... we eventually ran away. haha. vera got SO freaked out!we were supposed to go to nicola's house after that, but then amelia and i decided to go to marina instead. window shopped for awhile.. then met my mom when amelia had to go. haha, amelia forgot to take her swimming costume.. so i had to go look for her to pass it to her. ahh, amelia's going back today i think... i'm going to bangkok tomorrow! i'll miss everyone!): i need my info.. just msg me if you got anything interesting... but i probably won't reply la...
okok...

enough from me already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN TERRY!

3 days to bangkok! yay! nicola's birthday thing is tomorrow.. finally going out. heheh. amelia's coming back! yay! boo! i'm bored today! pfft.

hi!!!!!!!!! came back from my holiday in australia! was so fun! did so much shopping!!! but i missed goong so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just found out that goong 2 will have the same cast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seems that another company trying to produce goong S copied goong. so the first goong compony is thinking of suing them or something!!!! i think. yup!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vera

I'M BACK! from yz camp that is... it was fun, though last year was better la. ANYWAY, ah, so fast 4 days passed already! sigh. it was good to be away. PREM! my group.. the people in my group were rachel(group leader), xin yi, valerie, eudora, joseph, max, karthi, jed, gerald, nat, john and me. didn't play as many outdoor games as last year... stayed up the whole night last night.. didn't sleep till 730. i woke up at 8. 1/2 and hour of sleep... wow. we stayed up playing games la. laughed the shit out of myself. jacklyn is damn funny, her laughter is contagious! hahha. played murderer and polarbear... hahahhaha. don't worry jolene, jacklyn, natalie... your SECRETS are safe with me! heh(: and natalie, please don't tell me about "shoeshop" anymore can:/ hahha. i like playing polar bear for some reason or another.. whats wrong with me man?! haha. i'm gonna be leaving for bangkok soon! WHEE! 9th of december... 5 more days! oh man! i didn't realise... hahahah. i realised that i kept feeling hungry when i was at camp. why was that so? i have no idea man! hurhur. i feel full now that i'm home. i haven't slept in a long time... 35 hours i think! woah! hahahahha... this is so cool! i am so retarded! omg. hehe. i'm just bored at home la. blame it on no more yz camp lor. sigh): at least i'm going to bangkok soon! YAY! shopping paradise man! woohoo! yay!

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